I find it rather funny
That fine line between living life to the fullest
And being a complete idiot
Dance in the rain if you want to
Unless it's fifty degrees, cuz you'll get sick
Have sex if you want to
But be responsible about it, you don't want STDs
Or teen pregnancy
Or angry, disappointed parents
Live in the moment if you want to
Unless "the moment" has consequences
Enjoy life while you're young
But, you have to grow up so early
And figure out what you want to do with your life
Before you really know how to live
Do what you want
Unless it's not what your parents want
Or what your friends want
Or what they believe y
21 September was the day I hit my breaking point
How long it's been since I've cried like this
Doesn't make me feel better
Doesn't change a thing
My weakness may create this monster
But I don't want it to swallow me
I feel like I'm losing this fight
Running us into this endless wall
And I find that sorry isn't an answer
To the questions that we ask
Fuck if I'll stop trying
But god does it hurt
To keep falling to my knees like this
To destroy myself piece by piece
If I'm my problem, which is the case
How in the world can I fix it?
And how can I ask them to,
When I can't even help myself?
It's big